March 23, 1185
Ah! The fury! The pain! The power of revenge! First I lose Polites and Polyxena, now Polydorus! How many more shall I lose? How much longer shall I suffer from the deaths of my precious children? My sorrows are like a torrent, they are an effusion of emotions. My tears are a stream of sadness. They surge with a vengeful, spiteful force; as if they have a mind of their own.
I sought revenge for my son. There was no purposeful cause to his death. He died because Polymestor was a greedy, malicious traitor. At the beginning of the war, he promised to protect and nurture my beloved son. He was a loyal friend until he heard of the Troy’s pillage and downfall by the Greeks. With the death of Priam, Troy was no more. This king, Polymestor, had an insatiable appetite for gold. He violently murdered Polydorus for the money left to him in our family fortune. He at the time, was one of our only remaining children to inherit the wealth. Polymestor desired power, which was associated with the attainment of sufficent amounts of wealth. When he was finished gruesomely slaying Polydorus, he used his blood soaked hands to fling him into the sea. Therefore, with out a proper burial, he will forever wait by the river of Acheron to be transported to the underworld by the ferryman Charon.
For the love and revenge of my son, I tricked Polymestor. I falsely promised I would give him more of his utmost rapture, gold. I met him in secret under the shades of an isolated tree on the shores of Thrace. As soon as he was within reach, I dug my nails into his eyes squeezing them flat, and ripping them out from the tendons. I left him screaming to Hades in pure agony. As I was watching his suffering with a spiteful glee, I suddenly felt my body ache and twist, quite uncontrollably. My muscles and bones seemed to be shrinking and stretching at the same time as I tossed about on the sand defenseless to the force that was taking over my body. My joints popped with the change of my body shape. Unexpectedly, in shock, I had been transformed into a dog! I was on all fours, as I still am today. Just as I was successful in tricking Polymestor, the gods and fates played with me as well. And this is my story of revenge, pain, and the life from the point of view of a bitch!





